Today... what a glorious day!
I woke up at 8:45 and had to drive John (not JR) to drop some music stands off at a different chruch. On the way there I got PULLED OVER!! I couldn't believe it... John was like "why ae you being pulled over?" I was like FRICKKKK I don't freakin know! I was going maybe 60... it was a 50! Long story short I was PISSED and the guy gave me a ticket for 21 over? SO MAD! I even slowed down when I saw him so I KNEW I wasn't speeding... but what was I gonna do? I think that car is bad luck! The cop almost didn't believe me that it wa my car? like goodness! :( I drove John back to the house and left. I drove home i like 2hr 30 min maybe? I had to stop for gas because I figured I could fill up at 94.5 cents or wait till home and pay like 101.9? no brainer! As I accelerated my car shot out a HUGE poof of smoke HAHAHA oh well...
I got home and began getting ready for YOU! :) I had a shower, got a change of clothes ready, shaved, did my hair, brushed my teeth... everything I needed to do to be good for you! It was now around 3:30-ish and I had some time to waste. I, being the nerd I am, played Lord of the Rings on my computer... INTENSE! HA just kidding not too intense... it did kill the time I needed to kill though... plus my dad called and wasted a bit more time. I got to your house, excited as can be and we left shortly after I got there (5:30).
We drove to mississauga and were there by about... oh I'd say 7:05? The internet said you'd be early which I was ecstatic about! I treated your mom and dad to Shoeless Joe's (they picked where). I think your mom is either pretending to be really nice or she is actually kinda sorta beginning to like me maybe? I dunno she was also probably really happy that you were coming home. But I like it when she is nice to me :P The guy at the restaurant thought I was their kid. pffftttt I'm no where near as beautiful as you are ;) After dinner we drove and sat in front of your aunt's house. Sitting waiting wishing once again :) watching planes come in to land, watching vans and cars go by thinking "Is that Allie?!... oh :( nope"
THEN... THEN... you came! You showed! :D I was so happy, beyond happy! I saw your beautiful face... smiling at me, wanting to come to me.. and then you did :) You came and hugged me and kissed me... right there... hmmm!
I got to hold you for a while in the car, and then again at your house, and you gave me that love ball :) I love it, I do! :D I will always remember it as our love, growing stronger. I had you in my car for the first time in 2 weeks... hmmm :) (that kinda sounds bad...) But you were there, I got to kiss and hold and love you in person! YESS!!!!
I am now at home... thinking of all te days spent away and hoping you don't do this again any time soon, and in the future... I want to go with you :D hmmmm you! I am so excited for Tuesday... it's our day!
I love you so much! I'll see you in the morning! :D Do you know how great it is to be able to say that again?
hmmm I am so glad you're home safe! I love you so much! Welcome home my one and only true love!
<3 MUAH!
Monday, March 22, 2010
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Days 12-14...
So I realize that I missed a couple of days but I was pretty busy so I'm sorry.
Day 12 (Wednesday):
I got up and went to work today... I really don't remember a lot from this day... wasn't too exciting really... I DID however, get a great secretiveness from you! There was a hidden message... :) In a newspaper. Where the heck did you ever get that idea? hmmm? It couldn't have been someone who made one for you could it? :j I love that you would take the time to do something like that for me. I know how much you enjoyed it when I gave one to you, so for you to do one for me means you wanted me to feel the same joy you did :D I was really happy with it. It mad me super super happy! We also decide we would start "Acts". I am glad we are starting something. I need to keep reading! It is the only thing that will help me get out of this dry spell... you never see anyone who reads the bible everyday and gets into it everyday in a dry spell. God's word is so important, and I think I have been realizing that.
I took some time and recorded a little something for you today too :) It wasn't much. Just a simple short recording of me playing some random chords and stuff in a DADGAD tuning. I was just playing and hoping you would enjoy it. I didn't do a whole lot today... kinda boring. But that's ok tomorrow I am going to the Knowles' for dinner :) (I also found the speakers and stuff for my car and set them out for tomorrow)
Day 13 (Thursday):
So today was a decent day, I had today off which was kinda different. I don't normally have Thursdays off. Anyways, today started out early with me and you on MSN :) How cool is that? I have grown to really like getting up in the morning just to talk to you! It makes my days so much better. I love to see your beautiful face on the webcam and see the wonderful things you type. It makes my heart glad.
I got up and actually started to do stuff at about 12:45 I think? It was a very productive day I must add. I got up and began working on putting speakers into my car. It took a little longer than I expected because I had run into an issue... the speakers were in the wrong size casing... :P So I quickly called up Chad and I went to his house and made a new casing for them. It was great! I cut them and went back to my house... I brought Coalter outside too... I tied him up good... whatever then something happened.... I was sitting there... wondering WHAT this delivery was and HOW it was being delivered to me? I was so confused... I tried not to worry about it ;) As I was putting the speakers in and doing that stuff (and I'll add... I was in a sleeveless shirt, dirty, and maybe smelly after being in that hot car all day...) I looked down the street and I saw an edible arrangements van... I thought "Allie LOVES those things, I wish she was here, she would say something great about them and..." right at that thought the van pulled into my driveway! :O I was so shocked! This old scruffy looking man got out and asked me my name... Yupp right name! Right address... and He gave me some thing to sign and then a large sealed wrapped something... There in my hands was this package... I brought Coalter and it inside to take a look. There were like 15 huge strawberries covered in white and brown chocolate! It looked like a bouquet (spelling??) of flowers... but tasted much much better! I was blown away, I was amazed at you! You are really incredible... Well I finished my speakers, cleaned up and went to Knowles' house. I had such a great time! Their family is amazing. lol They really treat me as part of the family and really I can talk to them about anything. Jason showed me his new lights. We talked about photog for along while then dinner was ready. I went up and sat down... there was a card... :j the card was from Katie and Andrew... they drew it and everyone signed it. It really made me feel great. We had a terrific dinner and then dessert. Apple sauce with vanilla yogurt on top... kinda cool :P As Jason and I were talking at the table Katie came up and gave me another paper... this one said "welcome home brother" :D It was really sweet. We finished dinner, dessert and then I sat and just talked with Jason and Carrie until about 11:30 then Carrie went to bed... Jason and I stayed up until like 1:45 lol then he went to bed and I went home... it was really a great day! :D Filled with you and filled with a great family that was really good to me.
Day 14 (Friday):
I worked again today... lol not much to say about this day really... it was the night that mattered. I worked until 3... then I went shopping and bought a couple things, All of which I was thinking about you when I bought. I got a shirt for when I saw you for the first time after your trip and one for Tuesday when you get back and I can spend time with you :D good deals really :P So after that I went right to the church to waste some time before dinner with your parents. 5:45-ish I went over to Wimpy's and your parents were already there. :) You dad and mom actually looked kinda pleased to see me. I was relieved right off the bat haha. I just didn't know if they actually wanted to be there or what not but dinner was actually good. I had my classic chicken ceasar and vanilla coke... I didn't get to stay long because Christine needed me to drive for youth but it was still really good. (I really do like your parents, I just don't know if they like me)
aaaanyways... at 7:15 I headed to the church. I showed up and there were already a bunch of people dressed like nerds there. lol Dylan(s) looked like complete and utter nerds.... HA acutally Lindsay looked like an UTTER nerd.. she was wearing a cow costume... k punniness over...
I drove Dylan(s) and Matt and Harri to bowling, it was hilarious, we were singing great tunes on the way up... jokes on everyone's singing! :) My car sounds good though...
Got to Stellar lanes and my mom was there. She gave Ruth that long awkward hug Ruth talks about... it was awkward. I said hi talked for a minute then went inside. Bowling was a blast, had a good time... drove home. That's basically it for that night... :) Getting so close to seeing you!
day 15 (Saturday):
I got up... talked to you for just a minute on email and you were almost heading in to pack and stuff, or something haha. I was cleaning my room, putting up some posters, and getting sad thinking of all you've done for me and the stuff I have to put up that I don't know where to put... :D Hmmmm you! I also opened my secretiveness today! I think it's like my favourite one! I love the word painting thingy you did for me... it's greatness printed on paper! :D It's so us! MUAH! I did most of my room... and laundry and also put some stuff up. I left for North Bay at about 2:30. Listening to our Conestoga mix, the cd you made me and Brewster made it easier to go up this time... I got there in about 2 hr 45 Min. I was JUST in time to not get left behind. I showed up as the last vehicle was leaving JR's house. PHEWWW!! I went over to the FRENCH school and waited till it started. The music was pretty good :) and JR did a great job leading. The auditorium was packed... like 200 ppl. :O I wish there were 200 ppl that wanted to worship in Keswick hahaha. The speaker was great, the drama was great... good service. I met Jesus there, and it wasn't while I was singing, but as I was just sitting, reading the words and contemplating them. It was good for me. I "turned off my musical ears" and listened. :j thanks babe... :) I then went to JR's house ad slept... with no blanket and no pillow. ONE more sleep... then you are MINE!!!!!!!!!!! MUAH! Love you!
Day 12 (Wednesday):
I got up and went to work today... I really don't remember a lot from this day... wasn't too exciting really... I DID however, get a great secretiveness from you! There was a hidden message... :) In a newspaper. Where the heck did you ever get that idea? hmmm? It couldn't have been someone who made one for you could it? :j I love that you would take the time to do something like that for me. I know how much you enjoyed it when I gave one to you, so for you to do one for me means you wanted me to feel the same joy you did :D I was really happy with it. It mad me super super happy! We also decide we would start "Acts". I am glad we are starting something. I need to keep reading! It is the only thing that will help me get out of this dry spell... you never see anyone who reads the bible everyday and gets into it everyday in a dry spell. God's word is so important, and I think I have been realizing that.
I took some time and recorded a little something for you today too :) It wasn't much. Just a simple short recording of me playing some random chords and stuff in a DADGAD tuning. I was just playing and hoping you would enjoy it. I didn't do a whole lot today... kinda boring. But that's ok tomorrow I am going to the Knowles' for dinner :) (I also found the speakers and stuff for my car and set them out for tomorrow)
Day 13 (Thursday):
So today was a decent day, I had today off which was kinda different. I don't normally have Thursdays off. Anyways, today started out early with me and you on MSN :) How cool is that? I have grown to really like getting up in the morning just to talk to you! It makes my days so much better. I love to see your beautiful face on the webcam and see the wonderful things you type. It makes my heart glad.
I got up and actually started to do stuff at about 12:45 I think? It was a very productive day I must add. I got up and began working on putting speakers into my car. It took a little longer than I expected because I had run into an issue... the speakers were in the wrong size casing... :P So I quickly called up Chad and I went to his house and made a new casing for them. It was great! I cut them and went back to my house... I brought Coalter outside too... I tied him up good... whatever then something happened.... I was sitting there... wondering WHAT this delivery was and HOW it was being delivered to me? I was so confused... I tried not to worry about it ;) As I was putting the speakers in and doing that stuff (and I'll add... I was in a sleeveless shirt, dirty, and maybe smelly after being in that hot car all day...) I looked down the street and I saw an edible arrangements van... I thought "Allie LOVES those things, I wish she was here, she would say something great about them and..." right at that thought the van pulled into my driveway! :O I was so shocked! This old scruffy looking man got out and asked me my name... Yupp right name! Right address... and He gave me some thing to sign and then a large sealed wrapped something... There in my hands was this package... I brought Coalter and it inside to take a look. There were like 15 huge strawberries covered in white and brown chocolate! It looked like a bouquet (spelling??) of flowers... but tasted much much better! I was blown away, I was amazed at you! You are really incredible... Well I finished my speakers, cleaned up and went to Knowles' house. I had such a great time! Their family is amazing. lol They really treat me as part of the family and really I can talk to them about anything. Jason showed me his new lights. We talked about photog for along while then dinner was ready. I went up and sat down... there was a card... :j the card was from Katie and Andrew... they drew it and everyone signed it. It really made me feel great. We had a terrific dinner and then dessert. Apple sauce with vanilla yogurt on top... kinda cool :P As Jason and I were talking at the table Katie came up and gave me another paper... this one said "welcome home brother" :D It was really sweet. We finished dinner, dessert and then I sat and just talked with Jason and Carrie until about 11:30 then Carrie went to bed... Jason and I stayed up until like 1:45 lol then he went to bed and I went home... it was really a great day! :D Filled with you and filled with a great family that was really good to me.
Day 14 (Friday):
I worked again today... lol not much to say about this day really... it was the night that mattered. I worked until 3... then I went shopping and bought a couple things, All of which I was thinking about you when I bought. I got a shirt for when I saw you for the first time after your trip and one for Tuesday when you get back and I can spend time with you :D good deals really :P So after that I went right to the church to waste some time before dinner with your parents. 5:45-ish I went over to Wimpy's and your parents were already there. :) You dad and mom actually looked kinda pleased to see me. I was relieved right off the bat haha. I just didn't know if they actually wanted to be there or what not but dinner was actually good. I had my classic chicken ceasar and vanilla coke... I didn't get to stay long because Christine needed me to drive for youth but it was still really good. (I really do like your parents, I just don't know if they like me)
aaaanyways... at 7:15 I headed to the church. I showed up and there were already a bunch of people dressed like nerds there. lol Dylan(s) looked like complete and utter nerds.... HA acutally Lindsay looked like an UTTER nerd.. she was wearing a cow costume... k punniness over...
I drove Dylan(s) and Matt and Harri to bowling, it was hilarious, we were singing great tunes on the way up... jokes on everyone's singing! :) My car sounds good though...
Got to Stellar lanes and my mom was there. She gave Ruth that long awkward hug Ruth talks about... it was awkward. I said hi talked for a minute then went inside. Bowling was a blast, had a good time... drove home. That's basically it for that night... :) Getting so close to seeing you!
day 15 (Saturday):
I got up... talked to you for just a minute on email and you were almost heading in to pack and stuff, or something haha. I was cleaning my room, putting up some posters, and getting sad thinking of all you've done for me and the stuff I have to put up that I don't know where to put... :D Hmmmm you! I also opened my secretiveness today! I think it's like my favourite one! I love the word painting thingy you did for me... it's greatness printed on paper! :D It's so us! MUAH! I did most of my room... and laundry and also put some stuff up. I left for North Bay at about 2:30. Listening to our Conestoga mix, the cd you made me and Brewster made it easier to go up this time... I got there in about 2 hr 45 Min. I was JUST in time to not get left behind. I showed up as the last vehicle was leaving JR's house. PHEWWW!! I went over to the FRENCH school and waited till it started. The music was pretty good :) and JR did a great job leading. The auditorium was packed... like 200 ppl. :O I wish there were 200 ppl that wanted to worship in Keswick hahaha. The speaker was great, the drama was great... good service. I met Jesus there, and it wasn't while I was singing, but as I was just sitting, reading the words and contemplating them. It was good for me. I "turned off my musical ears" and listened. :j thanks babe... :) I then went to JR's house ad slept... with no blanket and no pillow. ONE more sleep... then you are MINE!!!!!!!!!!! MUAH! Love you!
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
day 11 (starts like a dream)
my love, my dear, my Allie!
So I went to sleep at about... 11:45 on Monday evening and woke up at 1:30 AM because I happen to get an email :) Now I was excited to get an email... but what I was NOT expecting was an email saying that you were online and wanted to chat on MSN! :D Needless to say I was rapturous! Abosolutely Ecstatic! I quickly woke myself up from my slumberring position and went on the computer. We talked for a while, you were being mine, I was being yours and then.. and then! :D you went on your webcam so that I could see your beautiful face and KNOW that you are still mine. Hmmmm! It was amazing! It was indelible. I will never be the same again... marks that will never be erased. I think I surprised you with my webcam :j the look on your face when you saw me was something I've never seen. There was a joy, a peace, a chaotic peace to it. You, for our entire conversation, were completely and utterly taken... I could see it in your eyes. I could feel the love pouring out! You were looking at me as if I was the only one, and WILL be the only one ever... You had a confidence and love struck look... it blew me away! :D Then Brya came into the room and was having a bit of fun with the web cam and talking with me. Which is fine :) She is funny...The only thing that stopped my excitement and took me down a huge notch was that all of a sudden you were GONE! I got a message that your aunt was back... and then your webcam closed and you were gone... that's it. GONE! I was panicked to say the least. I started worrying that something had happened... like maybe it wasn't your aunt, maybe someone had taken you and.. well my mind got ahead of itself to say the least lol
So I went to work... I slept in so I was late :S but I stayed an extra hour and a bit afterwards so I got my pay still lol I was worried all day, checking me phone to see if you were ok. No such luck in hearing from you though. I went on with my day and finished work. It wasn't a super productive day... good sales again :)
When I got in I fed the dog, changed and then I had to call Jill, and Matt Wight and get ahold of baby D and Dylan Hastings. When I called Matt he was out but I did get to talk to Christine for 30 min :) We talked about US, and you and how great you are... and about other stuff too. lol She wants you and I to go on a double date with Jake and her. That would be fun I think. anyways... I talked to her and aske her to tell Matt to come over. We ordered pizza, rented "the Gamer" and "ninja assassin" they were ok... the gamer was cool actually, but the ninja one had bad graphics... it looked like kool-aid or hawaiian punch coming out of the bodies... LOTS of decapitation though... I really missed you! The movie was ok but the blood threw it off. After the movies it was like... 12 am so I drove Dylans home. Jill got picked up and Matt had to leave early from a curfew... I drove past your house :( I got sad... I really wish you were there. You will be in 4 DAYS!! I can't wait I can't wait! :)
I stayed up for a while waiting to here from you...
Love you, miss you, ending off the day worried... MUAH!
<3
So I went to sleep at about... 11:45 on Monday evening and woke up at 1:30 AM because I happen to get an email :) Now I was excited to get an email... but what I was NOT expecting was an email saying that you were online and wanted to chat on MSN! :D Needless to say I was rapturous! Abosolutely Ecstatic! I quickly woke myself up from my slumberring position and went on the computer. We talked for a while, you were being mine, I was being yours and then.. and then! :D you went on your webcam so that I could see your beautiful face and KNOW that you are still mine. Hmmmm! It was amazing! It was indelible. I will never be the same again... marks that will never be erased. I think I surprised you with my webcam :j the look on your face when you saw me was something I've never seen. There was a joy, a peace, a chaotic peace to it. You, for our entire conversation, were completely and utterly taken... I could see it in your eyes. I could feel the love pouring out! You were looking at me as if I was the only one, and WILL be the only one ever... You had a confidence and love struck look... it blew me away! :D Then Brya came into the room and was having a bit of fun with the web cam and talking with me. Which is fine :) She is funny...The only thing that stopped my excitement and took me down a huge notch was that all of a sudden you were GONE! I got a message that your aunt was back... and then your webcam closed and you were gone... that's it. GONE! I was panicked to say the least. I started worrying that something had happened... like maybe it wasn't your aunt, maybe someone had taken you and.. well my mind got ahead of itself to say the least lol
So I went to work... I slept in so I was late :S but I stayed an extra hour and a bit afterwards so I got my pay still lol I was worried all day, checking me phone to see if you were ok. No such luck in hearing from you though. I went on with my day and finished work. It wasn't a super productive day... good sales again :)
When I got in I fed the dog, changed and then I had to call Jill, and Matt Wight and get ahold of baby D and Dylan Hastings. When I called Matt he was out but I did get to talk to Christine for 30 min :) We talked about US, and you and how great you are... and about other stuff too. lol She wants you and I to go on a double date with Jake and her. That would be fun I think. anyways... I talked to her and aske her to tell Matt to come over. We ordered pizza, rented "the Gamer" and "ninja assassin" they were ok... the gamer was cool actually, but the ninja one had bad graphics... it looked like kool-aid or hawaiian punch coming out of the bodies... LOTS of decapitation though... I really missed you! The movie was ok but the blood threw it off. After the movies it was like... 12 am so I drove Dylans home. Jill got picked up and Matt had to leave early from a curfew... I drove past your house :( I got sad... I really wish you were there. You will be in 4 DAYS!! I can't wait I can't wait! :)
I stayed up for a while waiting to here from you...
Love you, miss you, ending off the day worried... MUAH!
<3
day 10..the countdown begins :)
monday... I hate mondays... especially when you are not around. I miss you so much! But I am getting excited and the countdown has begun for you to return home to me. :D there are only 5 days left until the day of my seeing you face to face again happens! :D
I got to talk to you on MSN today! :) It was fantastic. That is the best way to start off my day. Well... kissing you and loving you would be better, but for now that is a great way to start. I am really having a hard time knowing that you are having bad dreams and silly thoughts and I can't be there to tell you otherwise and mae you FEEL that I love you and only you. That is truth. I LOVE YOU! There is no one else I miss, no one else I want... just you.
I also have been thinking alot about you and your body... I am not sure why but I have been just mesmerised by your gorgeous and beautiful self. Everything about your body is magnificent and stunning. I can't stop thinking about you... you in every way! Kissing me, holding me, loving me, ruining me, talking to me, looking at me, being with me... everyway thinking about you! :D isn't it great?
Today was actually a pretty good day. I had some really good sales, and I got to talk about you. :) My first sale of the day was like $750 or something like that and the other sale I did was $1459 :D I did really well. I am finding my confidence in Christ easier to brag about than my own confidence. I think that is the way it is supposed to be.
So after work it was like... 7:45 or something like that.. I went home. I get ready for bed because I have been feeling sick. Apparently it is a direct result of missing you so much. May I say that you ruined me with that story you wrote for me? :D it was amazing, you are a great writer and I may be biased but it's true. You stole my heart noce again with your amazing story. I love you!
I got to talk to you on MSN today! :) It was fantastic. That is the best way to start off my day. Well... kissing you and loving you would be better, but for now that is a great way to start. I am really having a hard time knowing that you are having bad dreams and silly thoughts and I can't be there to tell you otherwise and mae you FEEL that I love you and only you. That is truth. I LOVE YOU! There is no one else I miss, no one else I want... just you.
I also have been thinking alot about you and your body... I am not sure why but I have been just mesmerised by your gorgeous and beautiful self. Everything about your body is magnificent and stunning. I can't stop thinking about you... you in every way! Kissing me, holding me, loving me, ruining me, talking to me, looking at me, being with me... everyway thinking about you! :D isn't it great?
Today was actually a pretty good day. I had some really good sales, and I got to talk about you. :) My first sale of the day was like $750 or something like that and the other sale I did was $1459 :D I did really well. I am finding my confidence in Christ easier to brag about than my own confidence. I think that is the way it is supposed to be.
So after work it was like... 7:45 or something like that.. I went home. I get ready for bed because I have been feeling sick. Apparently it is a direct result of missing you so much. May I say that you ruined me with that story you wrote for me? :D it was amazing, you are a great writer and I may be biased but it's true. You stole my heart noce again with your amazing story. I love you!
Monday, March 15, 2010
Days 6-9.. I seemed to have missed a couple days :S
So I realise that I have slacked off but that is because I have been really busy. I am sorry, that is no excuse lol... well it kind of is. so an update on the past couple of days..
Thursday (day 6)
well I left my brother's house at about 10:30 and well... I kinda got lost on the way home. So instead of 3 hours it took 4 :( not cool at all! I was so annoyed!! It is NOT fun getting lost unless I am lost with you. I was passing everything on the way home that reminded me of you :( I was getting more sad the more I drove. My sub sounds good though lol I had some good songs on the way home too.. so that was good. I did honestly like your CD :D there were just a feeewww sad ones... lol I had to skip them cause they were making me sad. I got home and basically started stuff for practice at the church. It was a good practice though :) that's ok. And I met Jason's dad. so after the night was over I went home and I talked to ruth about you for a little while :) it's always fantastic talking about you. So that was Thursday... A fay full of memories :)
Friday (day 7)
So I started the day off by reading a whole bunch of that amazing black book you made for me. It is so amazing my dear... you really loved me before you even knew it and you didn't even realise. :) I also sent a text to your phone by accident... I am still used to texting you lol I miss it. I was missing you so much love, I wa almost in tears. I also (for the fist time) fell alseep writing an email to you... hmmm!(all of that was before I even went to bed on the thursday but it was morning lol)When I awoke I was so happy because I had a dream about us having time alone... yumm I also opened up some super secretiveness... THANK YOU!!!! You are so incredible. I had no idea I was getting a frame with those pictures in it... :) you! (it'sup in my room, waiting to be hung)I also got to talk to Janelle about you today, she thinks I love you alot lol she is right... I had a rough day, not feeling well at all. I really needed you here with me baby...
I had a few hours then I headed to the church for the all nighter.. It was a good time. I talked with Serena for like 3 hours straight. It was a really good talk! I showed her all of our photos... ALL of them actually. She was laughing at the goofy ones and she really liked a lot of them. I also showed her all of the photos that I had of you... it was so hard to look at them. It hurt and I missed you so much! She thought I was going to cry. I may have if I kept thinking about it and how much I wanted you!
Saturday (day 8)
well I didn't sleep, I stayed up all night and then went to work. I took pictures of Ciara. She was really cute and believe it or not she was very shy at first... lol I got her to smile and we were fine... really cute photos. My day was soooo long and tirng. I was absolutely beat! I basically don't remember doing my last two sessions lol... I was on complete auto pilot! :P so exciting lol You know what though? I GOT TO TALK TO YOU ON MSN!!!!! You don't even know how excited I was baby! I was so happy. Beyond Happy! I loved talking to you, watching that little symbol that said "Sterr is typing a message..." I love you Allie baby! so after I got home I went on the computer and emailed you pictures of Kimonos that I liked lol I know that you know bette then I do but I thought I would show you that I was honestly interested! :D I love you so much and care about everything you do.
My lips were getting chapped on this day, they are still dry and need some kisses! I was so happy that you were able to hear my songs recorded for you! :) it was super! I was happy... and I felt so good that you could hear my voice... and I am really sorry that it didn't sound like me on the recording.. I didn't think so either. I fell asleep on the couch down here at 8:30 lol I was so freaking beat!
Sunday (day 9)
IT IS OUR 4 MONTH ANNIVERSARY OF US!!!!! I was so happy that we havecome this far. But I was so sad that you were not here with me. I need you! I love starting off my day with an email. I opened up my secretiveness and read that great letter... hmm then I openedup my super secretiveness and there was 3 dollars and a note saying "buy a tea for me" so I did. I bought two teas. I even bought steaped teas. :) I loved them both lol just for you! neither of us won a roll up the rim though :P
You know what? I am not the same without you. I am getting sick, feeling horrible and looking worse and worse... I just need you here again. Loving me just like you do. :)
So my dad invited me to his house for dinner before JUST worship... and hen cancelled cause he and Rebecca were doing more important things... I was really mad.
I hung out with Tony and Jeff instead, we watched 300 and I read the other note from you :) I did exactly what it said to do... it was good. Then went to the church. JUST worship went well... God moved, we worshipped. All was good lol I had to rush through the easy worship program with Harri cause Dylan didn't show on time lol it was insane... techincal problems suck lol :) nevertheless we went on and had a good time. :) God is good. I stayed for SNACS and then I went home... it was a long day too. I missed you and still do! I love you baby! I fell asleep with thoughts of you... YUMMMMMMMMMYYY!!!! I also made some secretiveness for you lol you will see it when you get your phone back. :)
That covers almost everything for the past few days... but man has it been busy... I love you! I miss you! I need you!
MUAH!! sleep tight, have a good day!
Thursday (day 6)
well I left my brother's house at about 10:30 and well... I kinda got lost on the way home. So instead of 3 hours it took 4 :( not cool at all! I was so annoyed!! It is NOT fun getting lost unless I am lost with you. I was passing everything on the way home that reminded me of you :( I was getting more sad the more I drove. My sub sounds good though lol I had some good songs on the way home too.. so that was good. I did honestly like your CD :D there were just a feeewww sad ones... lol I had to skip them cause they were making me sad. I got home and basically started stuff for practice at the church. It was a good practice though :) that's ok. And I met Jason's dad. so after the night was over I went home and I talked to ruth about you for a little while :) it's always fantastic talking about you. So that was Thursday... A fay full of memories :)
Friday (day 7)
So I started the day off by reading a whole bunch of that amazing black book you made for me. It is so amazing my dear... you really loved me before you even knew it and you didn't even realise. :) I also sent a text to your phone by accident... I am still used to texting you lol I miss it. I was missing you so much love, I wa almost in tears. I also (for the fist time) fell alseep writing an email to you... hmmm!(all of that was before I even went to bed on the thursday but it was morning lol)When I awoke I was so happy because I had a dream about us having time alone... yumm I also opened up some super secretiveness... THANK YOU!!!! You are so incredible. I had no idea I was getting a frame with those pictures in it... :) you! (it'sup in my room, waiting to be hung)I also got to talk to Janelle about you today, she thinks I love you alot lol she is right... I had a rough day, not feeling well at all. I really needed you here with me baby...
I had a few hours then I headed to the church for the all nighter.. It was a good time. I talked with Serena for like 3 hours straight. It was a really good talk! I showed her all of our photos... ALL of them actually. She was laughing at the goofy ones and she really liked a lot of them. I also showed her all of the photos that I had of you... it was so hard to look at them. It hurt and I missed you so much! She thought I was going to cry. I may have if I kept thinking about it and how much I wanted you!
Saturday (day 8)
well I didn't sleep, I stayed up all night and then went to work. I took pictures of Ciara. She was really cute and believe it or not she was very shy at first... lol I got her to smile and we were fine... really cute photos. My day was soooo long and tirng. I was absolutely beat! I basically don't remember doing my last two sessions lol... I was on complete auto pilot! :P so exciting lol You know what though? I GOT TO TALK TO YOU ON MSN!!!!! You don't even know how excited I was baby! I was so happy. Beyond Happy! I loved talking to you, watching that little symbol that said "Sterr is typing a message..." I love you Allie baby! so after I got home I went on the computer and emailed you pictures of Kimonos that I liked lol I know that you know bette then I do but I thought I would show you that I was honestly interested! :D I love you so much and care about everything you do.
My lips were getting chapped on this day, they are still dry and need some kisses! I was so happy that you were able to hear my songs recorded for you! :) it was super! I was happy... and I felt so good that you could hear my voice... and I am really sorry that it didn't sound like me on the recording.. I didn't think so either. I fell asleep on the couch down here at 8:30 lol I was so freaking beat!
Sunday (day 9)
IT IS OUR 4 MONTH ANNIVERSARY OF US!!!!! I was so happy that we havecome this far. But I was so sad that you were not here with me. I need you! I love starting off my day with an email. I opened up my secretiveness and read that great letter... hmm then I openedup my super secretiveness and there was 3 dollars and a note saying "buy a tea for me" so I did. I bought two teas. I even bought steaped teas. :) I loved them both lol just for you! neither of us won a roll up the rim though :P
You know what? I am not the same without you. I am getting sick, feeling horrible and looking worse and worse... I just need you here again. Loving me just like you do. :)
So my dad invited me to his house for dinner before JUST worship... and hen cancelled cause he and Rebecca were doing more important things... I was really mad.
I hung out with Tony and Jeff instead, we watched 300 and I read the other note from you :) I did exactly what it said to do... it was good. Then went to the church. JUST worship went well... God moved, we worshipped. All was good lol I had to rush through the easy worship program with Harri cause Dylan didn't show on time lol it was insane... techincal problems suck lol :) nevertheless we went on and had a good time. :) God is good. I stayed for SNACS and then I went home... it was a long day too. I missed you and still do! I love you baby! I fell asleep with thoughts of you... YUMMMMMMMMMYYY!!!! I also made some secretiveness for you lol you will see it when you get your phone back. :)
That covers almost everything for the past few days... but man has it been busy... I love you! I miss you! I need you!
MUAH!! sleep tight, have a good day!
Thursday, March 11, 2010
day 5... the benefit concert
I got woken up this morning by a very load very obnoxious brother! He came in the hosue at 8 am screaming repeatedly at the top of his lungs "MY CLASS WAS CANCELLED!!" It was something that I don't miss from living with him. :P So my day was off to quite the start it would seem.
I woke up and got out of my sleeping quarters (a couch) and quickly hurried over to my bin of awesomeness, pulled out my lime green book of gloriousness and read today's super cool envelope. Inside was a note from you... it was great! :D
well I got up and got dressed. Then I was off with JR and his friend Matt to drop off all of the SPIN posters I created... they look pretty cool if i do say so myself ;) I also took the oportunity to buy strings for my guitar (which happened to be the best choice of the day considering that when I got back to he house and pulled out the guitar a string broke!) :O good timing yo!
I had about an hour or so to kill by myself here so I played guitar, picked out my song list and got them ready to go. oh yeah... and I ate 3 twinkies. They are yummy lol but John (not my brother) and I decided that they need more cream filling lol and less sponge...
At about 3 we made our way over to "the wall". JR wanted me to drive my car so he could hear the sub... The show was supposed to start at 3:05 but ended up starting at 3:20... oh well. Before I knew it I was up :S I was nervous, I was wishing so much that you were there! I was only about an hour after it started anyways lol so there were three people ahead of me... (I guess you could have done the math considering I said we get 20 min each and there was an hour eh?) aaanyways... I was nervous. This is after all my first non-chrisian venue and first non worship based performance! (Sorry you had to miss it bebs)
I got up... did my songs and then quickly got off the stage. :P I really don't like being the center of attention yet... I have to learn though (apparently)
After I was done I sat down and people seemed to have really enjoyed it :) so that's a good sign. (yes there is a video for you)
JR and Greg and I went to celebrate at McDonalds after words :P we ate lots of fatty food there lol we were gonna play pool at the bar but it was packed so we just came back here. I worked on loading the video (which took 4 hours) and JR and Greg and Paul played mario go kart... so much good!
We just hung out and watched this really funny but really stupid tv show called "the i.t. crowd" so dumb babe... but funny! I worked on emailing you, I read my bible, drew some rough ideas for a baby duck book... that's about it for today :P
tomorrow I have that long drive ahead of me again. but that's ok because I have a CD that my amazing girlfriend made me don't I? :D yupp!!
Love you so much! only 9 days left... I'm getting impatient lol
<3 Steven
I woke up and got out of my sleeping quarters (a couch) and quickly hurried over to my bin of awesomeness, pulled out my lime green book of gloriousness and read today's super cool envelope. Inside was a note from you... it was great! :D
well I got up and got dressed. Then I was off with JR and his friend Matt to drop off all of the SPIN posters I created... they look pretty cool if i do say so myself ;) I also took the oportunity to buy strings for my guitar (which happened to be the best choice of the day considering that when I got back to he house and pulled out the guitar a string broke!) :O good timing yo!
I had about an hour or so to kill by myself here so I played guitar, picked out my song list and got them ready to go. oh yeah... and I ate 3 twinkies. They are yummy lol but John (not my brother) and I decided that they need more cream filling lol and less sponge...
At about 3 we made our way over to "the wall". JR wanted me to drive my car so he could hear the sub... The show was supposed to start at 3:05 but ended up starting at 3:20... oh well. Before I knew it I was up :S I was nervous, I was wishing so much that you were there! I was only about an hour after it started anyways lol so there were three people ahead of me... (I guess you could have done the math considering I said we get 20 min each and there was an hour eh?) aaanyways... I was nervous. This is after all my first non-chrisian venue and first non worship based performance! (Sorry you had to miss it bebs)
I got up... did my songs and then quickly got off the stage. :P I really don't like being the center of attention yet... I have to learn though (apparently)
After I was done I sat down and people seemed to have really enjoyed it :) so that's a good sign. (yes there is a video for you)
JR and Greg and I went to celebrate at McDonalds after words :P we ate lots of fatty food there lol we were gonna play pool at the bar but it was packed so we just came back here. I worked on loading the video (which took 4 hours) and JR and Greg and Paul played mario go kart... so much good!
We just hung out and watched this really funny but really stupid tv show called "the i.t. crowd" so dumb babe... but funny! I worked on emailing you, I read my bible, drew some rough ideas for a baby duck book... that's about it for today :P
tomorrow I have that long drive ahead of me again. but that's ok because I have a CD that my amazing girlfriend made me don't I? :D yupp!!
Love you so much! only 9 days left... I'm getting impatient lol
<3 Steven
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
day 4 ... long drive, no Allie
Day number 4... you know what? I am realizing a pattern... every day starts with an email from you. I mean it is kinda hard to get up in the morning knowing that you are just going to bed but that's ok. Once you get home we can be on the same time frame again :P
So today I went to work... it was very unproductive I must add... I left early and put my sub in my car and it sounds good now. :) then I started my long journey to JR's house. it took so long lol I was all by myself the WHOLE way up here. I was just wishing you were here with me, that you could have driven here with me. :( I drove past where we would go to your cottage :j good times... *sigh*
So after 3 hours of driving I am at my brother's and am ready for bed in a little bit... I am sorry there isn't much to write about today. I miss you so much!! :) love you baby!
ps thanks for the CD :D
Love ya toots... Muah!
So today I went to work... it was very unproductive I must add... I left early and put my sub in my car and it sounds good now. :) then I started my long journey to JR's house. it took so long lol I was all by myself the WHOLE way up here. I was just wishing you were here with me, that you could have driven here with me. :( I drove past where we would go to your cottage :j good times... *sigh*
So after 3 hours of driving I am at my brother's and am ready for bed in a little bit... I am sorry there isn't much to write about today. I miss you so much!! :) love you baby!
ps thanks for the CD :D
Love ya toots... Muah!
Monday, March 8, 2010
day 3... missing you more :)
so today was fairly long, but went by actually kinda fast. I had a long day at work. I woke up from an email from you though :) it was fantastic! So I got to work... and was checking my phone constantly for the first little bit expecting a text from you, but quickly remembered that you were half way across the world and I had your phone :( over all the day was alright I sold $1348 or something like that to one person :) it is good times for me when that happens. I was so incredibly and insanely happy when you emailed me at work. :D it made my day so much better. I didn't have to work until 9:45 which is good. I went home and started reading emails, thinking of you, and seeing what I could do about putting my sub in my car.... 3.5 hours later and I am dirty grease ball all over my hands, the sub is not yet installed.. sheeesh!! oh well... I'll figure something out.
I looked at some pictures of you in China... man, it makes me miss you!
well that's how today went... I am looking forward to tomorrow when I can read more of your secretiveness and love. I pray that you have a great rest of day and that you have a perfect sleep when you head to bed in like... 8 hours?
Love you baby! :)
umm yeah so these are my semi-grease ball hands after messin with my car for 3 hours lol :)
I looked at some pictures of you in China... man, it makes me miss you!
well that's how today went... I am looking forward to tomorrow when I can read more of your secretiveness and love. I pray that you have a great rest of day and that you have a perfect sleep when you head to bed in like... 8 hours?
Love you baby! :)
umm yeah so these are my semi-grease ball hands after messin with my car for 3 hours lol :)
Sunday, March 7, 2010
First couple of days...
So it's the second day away from my you. I miss you so much! You are amazing, you made me a book full of things you wrote and messages that tell me you love me so much! Watching you walk away through the gates at the airport was so hard. I can't stand watching you leave me. Even if I know you are in good hands... It was really hard. I did not think I would be as sad or miss you as much as I do. But man o man I miss you. I love you and I love the secretiveness you have done for me :D You are so fantastic! Well I better not write too much more tonight, I have to go to sleep before work... I am going to be adding some more things and thoughts about you later. :) I love you so much!
You are indelible!
only 13 days left!
You are indelible!
only 13 days left!
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