day 10..the countdown begins :)

monday... I hate mondays... especially when you are not around. I miss you so much! But I am getting excited and the countdown has begun for you to return home to me. :D there are only 5 days left until the day of my seeing you face to face again happens! :D
I got to talk to you on MSN today! :) It was fantastic. That is the best way to start off my day. Well... kissing you and loving you would be better, but for now that is a great way to start. I am really having a hard time knowing that you are having bad dreams and silly thoughts and I can't be there to tell you otherwise and mae you FEEL that I love you and only you. That is truth. I LOVE YOU! There is no one else I miss, no one else I want... just you.
I also have been thinking alot about you and your body... I am not sure why but I have been just mesmerised by your gorgeous and beautiful self. Everything about your body is magnificent and stunning. I can't stop thinking about you... you in every way! Kissing me, holding me, loving me, ruining me, talking to me, looking at me, being with me... everyway thinking about you! :D isn't it great?
Today was actually a pretty good day. I had some really good sales, and I got to talk about you. :) My first sale of the day was like $750 or something like that and the other sale I did was $1459 :D I did really well. I am finding my confidence in Christ easier to brag about than my own confidence. I think that is the way it is supposed to be.
So after work it was like... 7:45 or something like that.. I went home. I get ready for bed because I have been feeling sick. Apparently it is a direct result of missing you so much. May I say that you ruined me with that story you wrote for me? :D it was amazing, you are a great writer and I may be biased but it's true. You stole my heart noce again with your amazing story. I love you!