day 11 (starts like a dream)

my love, my dear, my Allie!
So I went to sleep at about... 11:45 on Monday evening and woke up at 1:30 AM because I happen to get an email :) Now I was excited to get an email... but what I was NOT expecting was an email saying that you were online and wanted to chat on MSN! :D Needless to say I was rapturous! Abosolutely Ecstatic! I quickly woke myself up from my slumberring position and went on the computer. We talked for a while, you were being mine, I was being yours and then.. and then! :D you went on your webcam so that I could see your beautiful face and KNOW that you are still mine. Hmmmm! It was amazing! It was indelible. I will never be the same again... marks that will never be erased. I think I surprised you with my webcam :j the look on your face when you saw me was something I've never seen. There was a joy, a peace, a chaotic peace to it. You, for our entire conversation, were completely and utterly taken... I could see it in your eyes. I could feel the love pouring out! You were looking at me as if I was the only one, and WILL be the only one ever... You had a confidence and love struck look... it blew me away! :D Then Brya came into the room and was having a bit of fun with the web cam and talking with me. Which is fine :) She is funny...The only thing that stopped my excitement and took me down a huge notch was that all of a sudden you were GONE! I got a message that your aunt was back... and then your webcam closed and you were gone... that's it. GONE! I was panicked to say the least. I started worrying that something had happened... like maybe it wasn't your aunt, maybe someone had taken you and.. well my mind got ahead of itself to say the least lol
So I went to work... I slept in so I was late :S but I stayed an extra hour and a bit afterwards so I got my pay still lol I was worried all day, checking me phone to see if you were ok. No such luck in hearing from you though. I went on with my day and finished work. It wasn't a super productive day... good sales again :)
When I got in I fed the dog, changed and then I had to call Jill, and Matt Wight and get ahold of baby D and Dylan Hastings. When I called Matt he was out but I did get to talk to Christine for 30 min :) We talked about US, and you and how great you are... and about other stuff too. lol She wants you and I to go on a double date with Jake and her. That would be fun I think. anyways... I talked to her and aske her to tell Matt to come over. We ordered pizza, rented "the Gamer" and "ninja assassin" they were ok... the gamer was cool actually, but the ninja one had bad graphics... it looked like kool-aid or hawaiian punch coming out of the bodies... LOTS of decapitation though... I really missed you! The movie was ok but the blood threw it off. After the movies it was like... 12 am so I drove Dylans home. Jill got picked up and Matt had to leave early from a curfew... I drove past your house :( I got sad... I really wish you were there. You will be in 4 DAYS!! I can't wait I can't wait! :)
I stayed up for a while waiting to here from you...
Love you, miss you, ending off the day worried... MUAH!
<3