Days 6-9.. I seemed to have missed a couple days :S

So I realise that I have slacked off but that is because I have been really busy. I am sorry, that is no excuse lol... well it kind of is. so an update on the past couple of days..

Thursday (day 6)
well I left my brother's house at about 10:30 and well... I kinda got lost on the way home. So instead of 3 hours it took 4 :( not cool at all! I was so annoyed!! It is NOT fun getting lost unless I am lost with you. I was passing everything on the way home that reminded me of you :( I was getting more sad the more I drove. My sub sounds good though lol I had some good songs on the way home too.. so that was good. I did honestly like your CD :D there were just a feeewww sad ones... lol I had to skip them cause they were making me sad. I got home and basically started stuff for practice at the church. It was a good practice though :) that's ok. And I met Jason's dad. so after the night was over I went home and I talked to ruth about you for a little while :) it's always fantastic talking about you. So that was Thursday... A fay full of memories :)

Friday (day 7)
So I started the day off by reading a whole bunch of that amazing black book you made for me. It is so amazing my dear... you really loved me before you even knew it and you didn't even realise. :) I also sent a text to your phone by accident... I am still used to texting you lol I miss it. I was missing you so much love, I wa almost in tears. I also (for the fist time) fell alseep writing an email to you... hmmm!(all of that was before I even went to bed on the thursday but it was morning lol)When I awoke I was so happy because I had a dream about us having time alone... yumm I also opened up some super secretiveness... THANK YOU!!!! You are so incredible. I had no idea I was getting a frame with those pictures in it... :) you! (it'sup in my room, waiting to be hung)I also got to talk to Janelle about you today, she thinks I love you alot lol she is right... I had a rough day, not feeling well at all. I really needed you here with me baby...
I had a few hours then I headed to the church for the all nighter.. It was a good time. I talked with Serena for like 3 hours straight. It was a really good talk! I showed her all of our photos... ALL of them actually. She was laughing at the goofy ones and she really liked a lot of them. I also showed her all of the photos that I had of you... it was so hard to look at them. It hurt and I missed you so much! She thought I was going to cry. I may have if I kept thinking about it and how much I wanted you!

Saturday (day 8)
well I didn't sleep, I stayed up all night and then went to work. I took pictures of Ciara. She was really cute and believe it or not she was very shy at first... lol I got her to smile and we were fine... really cute photos. My day was soooo long and tirng. I was absolutely beat! I basically don't remember doing my last two sessions lol... I was on complete auto pilot! :P so exciting lol You know what though? I GOT TO TALK TO YOU ON MSN!!!!! You don't even know how excited I was baby! I was so happy. Beyond Happy! I loved talking to you, watching that little symbol that said "Sterr is typing a message..." I love you Allie baby! so after I got home I went on the computer and emailed you pictures of Kimonos that I liked lol I know that you know bette then I do but I thought I would show you that I was honestly interested! :D I love you so much and care about everything you do.
My lips were getting chapped on this day, they are still dry and need some kisses! I was so happy that you were able to hear my songs recorded for you! :) it was super! I was happy... and I felt so good that you could hear my voice... and I am really sorry that it didn't sound like me on the recording.. I didn't think so either. I fell asleep on the couch down here at 8:30 lol I was so freaking beat!

Sunday (day 9)
IT IS OUR 4 MONTH ANNIVERSARY OF US!!!!! I was so happy that we havecome this far. But I was so sad that you were not here with me. I need you! I love starting off my day with an email. I opened up my secretiveness and read that great letter... hmm then I openedup my super secretiveness and there was 3 dollars and a note saying "buy a tea for me" so I did. I bought two teas. I even bought steaped teas. :) I loved them both lol just for you! neither of us won a roll up the rim though :P
You know what? I am not the same without you. I am getting sick, feeling horrible and looking worse and worse... I just need you here again. Loving me just like you do. :)
So my dad invited me to his house for dinner before JUST worship... and hen cancelled cause he and Rebecca were doing more important things... I was really mad.
I hung out with Tony and Jeff instead, we watched 300 and I read the other note from you :) I did exactly what it said to do... it was good. Then went to the church. JUST worship went well... God moved, we worshipped. All was good lol I had to rush through the easy worship program with Harri cause Dylan didn't show on time lol it was insane... techincal problems suck lol :) nevertheless we went on and had a good time. :) God is good. I stayed for SNACS and then I went home... it was a long day too. I missed you and still do! I love you baby! I fell asleep with thoughts of you... YUMMMMMMMMMYYY!!!! I also made some secretiveness for you lol you will see it when you get your phone back. :)
That covers almost everything for the past few days... but man has it been busy... I love you! I miss you! I need you!

MUAH!! sleep tight, have a good day!